It flew away
I was conceived pre 1988. I found out in my early 20's that I was donor-conceived and some of my identity "flew away", I was someone else. Some of my life was a lie and this piece reflects my inability to pretend the information I had been told was not real, I was DC and it was on paper. At this time there was also a small red piece of paper I had written that I had other DC half siblings, they shared this donor with me and I may never meet them. However I now know who I am and everyone deserves the right to know who they are.